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Reblogged from poppyflowerpoetry  95 notes

the words are sticking in the back of my throat
and i am trying to cough them up
but they’re not coming,
they’re not coming,
and i’m sorry.
i am trying to put pen to paper
but all i can think of is
the taste of raw meat,
the taste of rust on my tongue.
i have a mouthful of blood
and i’m just trying to tell you that you are worth it.
you are worth every moment,
every late night conversation, everything. you are everything to me.
i have a mouthful of blood
and i’m trying to tell you that you are so much more than this.
you are light, you are cosmos, you are not of this earth.
do not let worldly problems hold you back. you are above them.
i have a mouthful of blood
and i just want to tell that
i love you so goddamn much.
i swear,
you make my heart fill to bursting and there is
carnage on my ribcage.
oh god, it hurts
to love you this much.
i have a mouthful of blood
and i am trying to tell you this.
no matter what happens,
i will wipe your tears.
i will battle every demon i can.
i will love you until the sun dies,
and then i will love you still. By crimson-stained confessions (via poppyflowerpoetry)